Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Steppin' Out

Here we are
We've come so far
A fine romance
Of steppin' out to dance.
Your lovely charms
When you're in my arms
That subtle glance
When steppin' out to dance.
Could you think it over?

When we get older

I'll still want you here with me

Darling I hope that you agree

There's something that takes place

Whenever we embrace

I'm hoping that you take this chance

Of steppin' out to dance...
Welcome March... new beginnings, and a new start with the one whom my heart adores. A Peace that can never be replaced, and a longing that can only be filled by one.
Welcome new expierences. Welcome heart ache, welcome love. Welcome to all that is new and blooming...
Welcome to Stepping Out

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Breathe deep and feel

Letting my breathe free
letting out the sigh i held within
is easier now
than before.
Grasping my hand
you promised me everything
you could keep
and left the rest to time.
I no longer feel ruined
but joyful.
You have allowed me to be apart
of who you are
and what you are about.
Time,
that seemed to tough to wait,
is now behind us,
ahead of us,
and now we can do all we want.
Whipser sweet nothings to me,
hold me
and i will never let go.
My worry is forgotten
and all i can feel is you,
your love.
Being with you
is like breathing
and feeling
for the first time.


Monday, February 19, 2007

Leave or Embrace?

I Can't Do This Right Now...There's Just Nothing to Say Anymore...
I Need Some Assurance


Once the dust settles,
Once the busyness of life dies down,
maybe we will one day be
But for now
everything is too distracting,
it keeps your torn from me
and i dont think i can handle it.
I want you,
all of you
and until you can be there
maybe we shouldnt try...
because everytime i look at you
i can only imagine how it will be.
I long for the time i can call you my own
and hold you close,
I want to be able to grasp your hand
and never let go,
i want you to whispers sweet nothings in my ear:
i long for it.
I don't think you realize
that i have fallen,
deeper than anytime before;
but i never wanted to.
I didn't plan on feeling this way
because i didnt want to get hurt,
and now
i've left myself vulnerable.
Do you enjoy that?
Do you want me?
Do you long for me as I do?
Let's leave it,
lose it
or embrace everything
because waiting has been rough,
tougher than anything before.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

I'm Content... and Not Worried. There's a First

Sunday, January 21, 2007

More thoughts... on yet again on Sunday morning

Why do we have to grow up?
What makes life difficult?
Why do we become exhausted?
Why can't we all be funny?
Is a dogs mouth realy cleaner than a human's?
What does love mean?
What is life?
When can i feel whole?
When does the going get easier?
Why does dancing make you feel better?
Does heart ache ever truly go away?
I think he loves me... but how do i know?
Why do people get hot flashes?
Why does it snow?
Why is tie dye so awesome?
Can we live happily?
What is joy?
Where is the true love songs?
What makes karaoke hilarious/?
How come some people can sing, and yet others cant?
What is laughter?
Where do hiccups come from?
Why does your breathe smell in the morning?
Can you sneeze more than 6 times in a row?

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

I Carry Your Heart with Me

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in
my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
I Fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no worl (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which
grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
~E.E. Cummings
this poem is absolutely beautiful, and it speaks wonders. this is what you should feel.. you should carry their heart with you... fear nothing, not even fate, want nothing but this... this is where love becomes truth and holds absolute meaning

Sunday, December 31, 2006


I think I am falling... But I'm not quite sure that I won't get hurt...